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Posted in Media by earthlinggb on March 29, 2014

Now it becomes all so clear.

On the stroke of midnight last night, a little gay guy (I was not sure he was until now) made sure that, being in the media himself, he gets press for being one of the first gay “husbands” in the UK. And the media always make sure to cover their own and give them that much needed publicity which, in this case, Sean Tabatabai’s “marriage” certainly was.

Now all the tweets and the TPV predilection toward homosexuality and porn and, of course, their love affair with Peter Tatchell and transvestites etc all make the sense I had already sensed but could point to nothing specific which held it all together.

The “Guardian on the gates of the ethos” indeed.

Homosexuality, in a political sense, is a globalist movement and is being used to destroy the family. If you call yourself “awake” and you don’t understand something as well documented and easily understood as this, then please, don’t talk to me about your “awakened state”. You’re an ignorant twat. (Another few hundred readers have gone “poof”!)

They need to destroy the family to get at the children (physically with paedophilia and mentally with the NWO dogma being taught to them and their believing the state is their family). So all you “progressive” heterosexuals out there with children who are so “it’s the 21st century man” are fucking idiots! – just sayin’. Just like your acceptance and acquiescence all these years to the brainwashing of “political correctness” which now has you shitting yourself to speak your mind and, therefore, controlled. It has been that very same political correctness which has heralded in the gay state, the human rights of paedophiles and murderers and terrorists. And there you sit, complaining of it all and complaining about the paedophilia, the porn, etc. All of it brought about by your acquiescence to politically correct homosexuality. Do you flaunt your heterosexuality in parades up and down the country? But you’ve allowed theirs for decades and more and more, blatant sexuality has been spread over your screens and your kids have seen it while more and more of you – hetero or homo – as parents of children, have splashed your scantily clad bodies with your tattoos and your words on your profiles, across social media sites and online dating sites.

Every single one of you who has, has brought this society to what it is now as you sit and complain about your lot in life. You fucking deserve it!

Tabatabai

But now this makes sense:

Another nice little tweet from the "enlightened" Sean Tabatabai

Another nice little tweet from the “enlightened” Sean Tabatabai

The words of an "enlightened" man. Rather misogynist but I'm sure Icke's female fans will forgive him. After all, it's only a joke right? Fish and slags. :-)

The words of an “enlightened” man. Rather misogynist but I’m sure Icke’s female fans will forgive him. After all, it’s only a joke right? Fish and slags. ๐Ÿ™‚

Then again, perhaps there's a reason for those descriptive words toward females? :-)

Then again, perhaps there’s a reason for those descriptive words toward females? ๐Ÿ™‚

So all you “ladies” who are so tuned in to this “The People’s Voice” in the belief it’s all about love and respect and truth, you keep believing while the guy (can you call him a guy?) who runs it along with his bum-chum, Icke, considers you slags and smelling like fish because you’re women.

You keep believing honey!

While Icke’s son already gave the game away about the plan – from day one – to be on satellite and voila! 6 months later, they’re coming to you all for your money once more to make it happen (but no, they never intended to get an OFCOM licence oh no! You thick TWAT!):

Gareth Icke SKY

Now how did the young Icke know that “not originally but eventually”? In October last year!

How dumb a fuck do you wish to be taken for?

And they’ll launch. Your money or not, they’ll do it and you know why? Because I have said from the beginning, there are backers/funders behind this little bunch of sharks.

YOUR money is just being used for “slush funds”.

Meanwhile, I have to ask the question – although I have my own opinion: Is David Icke bisexual? Because you meet him in person, there’s a lot going on behind those eyes. Those eyes hide something very very deep.

Sean Pagan

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  1. Hector Vector said, on March 29, 2014 at 2:47 pm

    I heard an interview with Nigel Farage in which he was pushed for his stance on gay marriage – it was clear that the interviewer was not going to let him off the hook. I’m not a fan of Farage, although I do agree with some of what he says, but what annoys me about the issue of ‘gay marriage’ is that one is not permitted to have no opinion. As such, it becomes painfully obvious that it is a distractive issue designed to divide people whilst major acts of tyranny are carried out under our noses.

    That said, there are aspects to this which when examined are contrary to my logical instincts. However, I always remind myself of the time when I was horrified that they were ripping out all the oak pews from an old landmark church in the centre of the large town where I lived to replace them with stacking plastic chairs. I asked how they could do such a thing. The answer I got was words to the effect, ‘you don’t come to this church so what has it got to do with you?’

    I am agnostic – so what has gay marriage got to do with me? I only wonder why anybody would want to belong to an institution which shuns them.

    Anyway, on a different note, the presence of Sean Adl-Tabatabai in mainstream international news stories is conspicuously absent from David Icke’s Headlines page and the David Icke Forum’s Today’s News page where gay rights and homophobia have historically been hot potatoes.

    • spartacus said, on April 1, 2014 at 1:40 pm

      Hector, you mention Farage, although you are not a fan, you agree with some of what he says. You seem like a very intelligent guy to me. I was wondering if you actually trusted him to speak the truth, when we all know polititions can and will say anything to get elected.
      This whole Farage business reminds me of Just before Blair came to power. He was supposed to be the new messiah, well if you listened to him and all the hype that is.
      I just cant stop feeling that Farage would go the same way if he were to get elected. As every Prime minister we have seems to be someones stooge.

  2. Babs said, on March 29, 2014 at 3:27 pm

    Something doesn’t feel right here…….why haven’t the MSM done a story on TPV and what has happened to the money?

    Why is Sean, the owner of TPV a supposed anti MSM channel as it was/is supposed to be featured on the BBC and in The Daily Mail?

    How many MSM photographer’s and journalists attended?

    • earthlinggb said, on March 29, 2014 at 3:53 pm

      The little man fucker has just wanted his name in the “record books”. What a despicable little capitalising bastard.

    • earthlinggb said, on March 29, 2014 at 3:55 pm

      And watch their media chums feeding off it. It’s a fucking circus. Nothing to do with love. It’s all a fucking circus to these despicable little perverts.

    • earthlinggb said, on March 29, 2014 at 4:03 pm

      Because he’s not anti MSM. He is pro Sean and pro gay. Icke and friends are pushing the homosexual agenda which is a globalist agenda. But TPV aficionados are so fucking thick it makes me sick.

    • Sarah Ledsom said, on March 29, 2014 at 5:02 pm

      He didn’t even ask Daddy David to give him away ๐Ÿ™‚

    • Crystali said, on March 30, 2014 at 1:55 am

      I only got to 11 seconds, I can’t bring myself to watch it.

  3. Costas said, on March 29, 2014 at 3:41 pm

    Excellent article! You’ve put into words what I have been thinking for a long time. Also I’m with you on the issue of funding. As I said today on twitter, I believe the donations scam is just to make them look alternative. They are being funded by the establishment somehow.

  4. Costas said, on March 29, 2014 at 3:42 pm

    I wonder what that muslim woman is thinking in the picture? I think she only works there!

  5. Sarah Ledsom said, on March 29, 2014 at 4:40 pm

    With you 100% in this E, excellent article. By the way, didn’t he “win” the “marriage” in a competition? Or did I dream that.

  6. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 4:41 pm

    Brilliant earthlinggb !

    When almost a third of the planet have turned their back on their ‘GOD’, it becomes ever so clear. That’s why it is essential to bring folks together ~ believers and non to confront the ‘common enemy’. . .

    Fancy eloping somewhere earth . . ? not sure where but . . . I aint gay – honest ๐Ÿ™‚

  7. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 4:43 pm

    ‘The little man fucker has just wanted his name in the โ€œrecord booksโ€. What a despicable little capitalising bastard.’

    loooool ~ fantastic lol

  8. cheryl Monti said, on March 29, 2014 at 4:54 pm

    I’ve tried telling people these things and I’ve found out that, once the political correct version gets a hold then it’s a fight to the death with these people. They have in effect closed down their own thinking and fight for evil thinking. It takes root and becomes part of them and then they fit it into their thinking, thus making all the thinking evil, leading to evil ends. If you don’t do your own thinking then you are cut off from yourself. Yourself is human and wants what is good and just but being cut off from yourself leads to the world we have now.

  9. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 6:17 pm

    This stuff has been going on for years, in just about all areas . . . Division that is ~

  10. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 6:31 pm

    ‘THEY’ are making a complete mockery of everything and everyone.

  11. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 6:50 pm

    ‘Every single one of you who has, has brought this society to what it is now as you sit and complain about your lot in life. You fucking deserve it!’

    The Children most certainly DO NOT !

    • earthlinggb said, on March 29, 2014 at 7:25 pm

      Gazz mate that goes without saying. It states “โ€ฆparents of children..” so that discounts children. There’s not one child anyhow, who has lived over the last 30 years is there? Otherwise they would not be children! And really, if you consider that you could not even think of holding a kid responsible for any of this in its first 20 years of life then we’re really talking about those of us who are around the 40 years and over mark. That includes me. If I was where I was just 6 or 7 years ago, I’d be referring to myself also. And, in fact, I DO take part of the blame for the way I was prior to then. I was never a sick, nasty bastard in any shape or form – not even close – but I would have despised my own ignorance at the time.
      The anger I express on these blogs is anger at myself also those years ago. I’d have called myself a twat and, looking back, I DO call myself a twat! I just know there are millions upon millions out there who have remained twats and the worst ones are those who refuse to look in the mirror and acknowledge it. I can assure you I’ve looked in the mirror and I’m pissed with my reflection. Not today but then.

  12. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 7:14 pm

    I’m sorry for adding these but, I hope there’s a point been made ~ this is my last on this.

    • earthlinggb said, on March 29, 2014 at 7:47 pm

      He’s good isn’t he? I wouldn’t trust him as far as I could throw him mind you but he’s good at what he does. And he’s right. Problem is you can be right for all the wrong reasons or agenda. Again, similar to Icke. What he preaches is “right” (forget the bullshit stuff) but he does it for the wrong reasons and agenda.

      • cheryl Monti said, on March 30, 2014 at 2:12 pm

        After listening to quite a few of his talks I’m with you on this, It seems like the good speakers, speak the truth, get you all fired up and then hit you with deceit. They are very good as they use the truth to decive. I think Gazz is right, we can only do our own bit and victory will be ours. Sometimes, being awake is very upsetting but in the long run, it’s better than being decieved and living a lie.I’ve a long way to go to get rid of all the lies I’ve been told since being born as nothing is what I thought it was but I am doing the best I can with all this crap. It’s not how we started that matters, it’s how we end up at the end of it.

        • earthlinggb said, on March 30, 2014 at 2:43 pm

          I hate what I know and I hate knowing it. There is no fun in it and there is no wonder or positivity about life. But you have a choice – know it and try to deal with it internally (which is extremely difficult) – while you also lose all interest in the world around you as it is (and that is where I am because I despise this world as a system) or turn your back on the knowledge and try to maintain a modicum of “sanity” (actually insanity because you must live with acceptance of the insane) and, hopefully, have the wherewithal (job, income, home, family) which you can put your energies into.
          I happen to have none of the above whereas, once upon a time, I had it all (then some). My family, today, judge me on what I am today and are irritated and disgusted by my disinterest in taking ANY job which would keep my head above the water. They don’t understand it. But they don’t understand it because they refuse to see how all that has come before has knocked the wind out of my sails. They forget very quickly what I had achieved before this or, they think I should have the same capability and passion to do it again. They do not have the foggiest idea of who I am in reality anymore. I “scare” them and my situation scares them because they do not know what to do or say to this person (me) who has changed out of all recognition. For every step and event which has brought me to this, they look at me as the one who has caused it all. They hear and know what all those steps have been but they don’t recognise it as what it is: Being “punched” from every side – from those you trusted and loved to the authorities who are criminals and corrupt and those who just simply are immoral – to the point that you’re bruised, bleeding and you’re very close to the count of 10 and you still haven’t got up.
          Very soon I will no longer be posting because the system has beaten the shit out of me. They’ve taken everything which provided me with “respect” from society as a whole such that I am a nothing within that society any longer. The only thing I hold on to is my own, internal, self respect and knowledge of who and what I am. It is that person who despises their society anyhow. But I also know that we all need others otherwise we die inside. The only others that I have are those I do not know like on this site. Yes there is family that “love” me but they don’t know really who it is they “love”. And that “love” comes at a price. That price is me being who they expect me to be which is the same as saying I must gain that “respect” from society I despise which I once had. That “respect” was gained by having a ยฃ500K house (mortgage close to paid off many years ago), a wife and two kids and a career which averaged me an income of about ยฃ75K a year. But this same society (the corruption within the institutions and the greed and lies of people I loved) destroyed all of that. Yet, I have to want to be part of it again? To gain that “love and respect”? But yes because that makes their life easier. “Earthling is back to normal”. No, Earthling would be just, once more, accepting insanity and corruption he despises. Get along to get along. FUCK THAT! I would if I COULD but it’s just not in me and never has been.

          • cheryl Monti said, on March 30, 2014 at 3:27 pm

            Don’t you dare give up, come on now, put the truth you know into action. Who want’s respect from society because it is all false and goes when the stuff goes. True respect comes from within and you have it, so build on that, keep going and in the future you can look back and say, I’m glad I went through all that it was the making of me.

            • Crystali said, on March 30, 2014 at 7:21 pm

              Cheryl, you are wiser than you may know, that is true.

            • Sarah Ledsom said, on March 30, 2014 at 8:42 pm

              “True respect comes from within.” Never a truer word said Cheryl, big respect.

            • earthlinggb said, on March 30, 2014 at 8:51 pm

              Cheryl, it already is the “making of me”. I recognise that. The “making of me” within and the destruction of me without. It’s trying to re-balance that without losing integrity that’s the issue. ๐Ÿ™‚

          • spartacus said, on March 30, 2014 at 7:15 pm

            You have to sort something out E, otherwise you are going to go round the freaking bend. Your despair and frustration jumps off the page. I really dont know what to say fella, i only know this situation cannot go on much longer without damaging your health. Stay chilled mate i’ll try to come up with something.

            • earthlinggb said, on March 30, 2014 at 8:26 pm

              Spartacus. Appreciate the input but no, I don’t go round the freaking bend. Despair and frustration yes, certainly but anything but “round the freaking bend”. I share because I know it will touch someone. I share because I know there will be those who read and connect with it. I share to let them know that, no matter who they are they are not alone and that no matter WHAT they are (class wise for instance and wealth wise), they are not alone. It’s like the old thing about women believe men don’t hurt. BULLSHIT. Men hurt, perhaps even more than women in some senses, but society (again) dictates we must be “men”. Men don’t show it. Men are men. Yes you’re damned right we’re fucking men!
              I just don’t play by society’s rules but those who may think that showing my despair and frustration is a weakness, I’d ask them to walk in my shoes for the few years I have and see how well they deal with it. See if they still have the ability to go eye to eye with the so called “authorities”, stare them in the face and destroy their arguments and say “Fuck you you twat!”
              Here: Look up a guy called Henrik Smith Petersen (Airspan Networks). Let me show you a guy who makes about $250K a year and has done for years now. He’s the VP oF Asia and he was my boss. The guy has zero balls. The guy is incompetent. Here is a guy who turned to me when i was bringing in a million here and a couple of million there (in a global company revenue of $30M at the time and I built a region up to $8M of that total revenue) and said “it’s not enough” while he, alone, brought fuck all in of any worth. Here’s a guy who got pissed off because the CEO – Eric Stonestrom – called me directly at whatever hour of the day or night because we were running up toward an IPO in 2000 in he KNEW who was bringing in the business. Here is a guy who “sold” to Airspan that he would bring in business of $40M from Pakistan (Warid Telecom) and similar from Australia and he put it in his forecast and was treated like a superstar – just a forecast mind you – and what did he get? ZERO! NADA! ZILCH! FUCK ALL! And YET, he sacked me. You know why? Because a customer of mine in the Philippines complained that I had ripped them off because I charged them more for a $700K commitment than I charged another customer for a $4M commitment! And YET, the CEO had “sold” approx the same amount ($700K worth) of kit and the customer (chinese I think) decided not to take it BUT, because of the IPO, the CEO did not wish to take a sale off the books! According to law he should never had taken the “sale” onto the books in the first place. So what did he do? He calls his man in Manila (me) and he says “I don’t care what precise system your customer wants, you will sell them what we have in shipment for this other customer who didn’t take it”. I told him I had already sold and was getting the purchase order for the different system but he said “SELL THEM THIS ONE!” They didn’t even WANT “THIS ONE” but me? Somehow, I talked them into it AND I got one FUCKER of a profit margin on it WHICH IS THE BOTTOM LINE FOR ANY COMPANY AND MY FUCKING BASTARD OF A CEO WAS DELIGHTED! But when it then came to later and the customer complained (while there’s a logical difference between a $700K commitment and a $4M commitment) the CEO and Smith Petersen didn’t have the BALLS OR the morality to simply explain to the customer the difference in commitment level. No no, they threw me on the fire.
              So how come Smith Petersen still gets his $250K for being an incompetent and macchiavelian prick? Because he first met the CEO in an Italian nightclub. What do I mean by that? What I mean is, for one reason or another, Smith Petersen is “taken care of” by Stonestrom because he’s “one of the boys” – does the former have anything “on” the latter? I have no fucking doubt! If you ever wish to, take a look at this blog: https://earthlinggb.wordpress.com/2012/05/21/facebook-criminals-extracting-your-info-your-money-and-the-piss/. You see Spartacus, most people in “the game” live off their roladex – who they know. Most people in the game are incompetent bastards. Smith Petersen is kind of like a Barack Obama – all smiles but impotent. He couldn’t walk in to anywhere cold and take it from A to Z. At least he never did when I worked with him. He was a people user. He couldn’t even stand up for “his” people when needed under any circumstance. He was a politician and a cretin. He was either married to or dated (sure he was married to her but could be wrong) the actress who played Caesar’s sister in “Gladiator” (she’s Danish as he is) and yet, he’d come to Manila and he had what I describe as “his pimp” a project manager by the name of Ian somebody or other who was another lazy little bastard but smart in the political sense. Ian would ensure Petersen had a “good time” when he was in Manila. And whereas Ian was single, I was living there with my wife and kids. One day, both of them came down to where I lived (first and last time) and I saw straight away they were “too” impressed by it. During that day in the garden while the kids are playing in the pool and we’re having wine and chats etc, Petersen turns to me in front of my wife and says: “I want you to socialise more with the customers in the girlie bars, you know how they like that”. My wife wasn’t impressed. Neither was I. He expected me to do as I was told but quickly realised he got a “fuck you boss” in reply. I had been asking for membership of a golf club (because that is REALLY where they do the business) but this jerk was so used to the girlie bars himself that that is where he wanted me. “No can do!” so another black mark. You see, to do well in the game my friend you either compromise and bend or you die. I prided myself on building my career out of WHAT I knew not WHO I knew but guess what? That was STUPID and NAIVE. Today, to get a Business Development job, you need to say you know this company and that company and this CEO and that CEO. I was in Asia for 10 years. Why? Because I fucking proved myself in the UK and Europe beforehand. Now that I came back to the UK? “You’re an Asia guy and you don’t know sufficient people in the UK and Europe”. Funny that because I didn’t know anyone in Asia before I went there either and built an $8M business! But you know who I’m speaking with now? Guys half my age who think 5 years is half a lifetime ago. And “if you haven’t operated with widget X (no matter how fucking simple it is) then our client is looking for someone who has. Why? Because the client believes that the someone who has can just walk into his company and make a few phone calls to chums and deliver ยฃmillions of business. They want it NOW and if he doesn’t deliver within a few months they just throw him out for another guy. There’s no long term, there’s no investment in people. It’s all NOW or else!
              So you see, Spartacus, I don’t work on who I know and I’ve never worked on handouts. And I never intend to. And this is why I despise the Ickes of this world. They are no different from beggars standing in the street requesting a handout except the beggars in the street have an excuse and probably have more self respect in their little finger than Icke and co. Icke’s GOT the money but he wants yours! That is fucking despicable!

              • spartacus said, on April 1, 2014 at 10:13 am

                I know about your business dealings out there with those morons and what happened E, as i went through your archives. Real grade A rats.
                As for showing your frustration and despair, then i must be a weakling as well then. It’s all bullshit mate. I have had bigger men than you crying on my shoulder, and i am talking big tough, extremely brave guys.
                It only takes the right button to be pressed sometimes emotion wise, and even the biggest and bravest among us will break down in tears. IT’S BEING ABLE TO GET BACK UP OFF THE FLOOR THAT COUNTS.

          • Marie McLoughlin said, on March 30, 2014 at 7:22 pm

            The super men and women are the ones who know the awful, horrible truth, yet manage to bring something of true value, even though they may be reeling with trauma. Contact me if you wish.

            • earthlinggb said, on March 30, 2014 at 8:58 pm

              Thanks Marie but, with the greatest respect for what you do, I don’t need any homeopathy or any medical help. What I need is to either change this world, destroy these bastards in government, re-create the world or find my new path within the existing one. God this is the danger when people are open about who/what they are and what they’re contending with. The only “therapy” I need is within me. Nothing extraneous to me can help. Many thanks anyhow. ๐Ÿ™‚

          • Crystali said, on March 30, 2014 at 7:29 pm

            Shit Earthling, if your name was not attached to that it could almost have been my post, well half of it.
            I just finished another 7 hour shift at work, what we have to do to pay the fricking council tax, I resent it because nothing of what I earn is for me, I am a true slave, I resent this system, I got over that part, but I do resent having to partake of it against my will, there is no other option so it seems.
            The poor have that continuous nothing their entire lives.
            You are not nothing, there is more to you than the majority of drones that roam the world looking to be served and pandered to from cradle to grave. That is why we come here to your blog and drop comments, it is in support of you, it would be a waste of time otherwise, we can very little ad to what you write as you cover everything leaving us little room to add, we support you and I am sure many more do but do not feel they need to post comments.
            This is why people get their self respect from the things that hold no true meaning, your self respect should come from caring for yourself in that you are a good person, a harmless person and have not come into the world to take more than you can give, even if at one point you did, you overcame that, that is special to have had all what you had and then nothing and still be standing upright. I suppose those of us that have had nothing all our lives cannot really understand what it is like to have and to lose it, although with general empathy we can. You not only were jolted head first into the veil of deceit and to see it, you act on it the best way you can by departing your knowledge and trying to help others to see it too, those of us that come here have an epiphany with you, that’s what keeps us coming here even if I talk shit.
            Most people take their sadness and internalise it, they either bash others with it or they destroy themselves with it, assholes bash others, good people with a conscience tend to turn it on themselves, they donโ€˜t want to hurt others so hurt themselves. I think it is sad that people get their self respect and esteem from status and what is perceived as the middle class lifestyle, I am not saying it is not a feel good factor for ones life, but it should not forge a man’s self worth. Easier said than done I know, when you are surrounded by and live in it, until it’s gone. In fact, that should help you stand even taller, you have not only lost your life as such, you are able to see it with another perspective, not necessarily one that you want, but there must be a way of getting back what you had, even if it is lesser in terms of money and job?

            I assumed you were happy go lucky surrounded by lots of friends etc, I though I was the only one who felt that way, I don’t want anyone else to feel that way, it’s not really nice. I did throw out there the idea you could all meet up, but no one took it up and it went away with the wind.

            I was considering getting a bunch of credit cards and being totally selfish and living it up a little and then fucking off of this world, but there is two people I would hurt, I would rather suffer eternal than hurt them.
            I still consider it though, my very personal selfish streak, when Council tax and high rent forces me onto the street, and no doubt it will eventually, then I’m outa here.
            But you, you are needed, you have the rare ability to see and know and understand, people need you!

            Please don’t stop posting, I don’t always agree with it, but mostly I do, thereโ€™s nowhere else to go. Unless it is beyond your control of course, but don’t turn the depression of this system onto yourself, you are far more than you know, we really appreciate your words, they help us to feel less alone. There must be a whole bunch of people out there who are much more informed and wiser for your blog.
            You may not like it when ‘stuff’ like this is said, but if we can’t support each other then what use are we as humans, that should be our first and foremost primary function. A man is not measured by his monetary wealth, but by the wealth of rightness that he justifies his world with.

            • spartacus said, on April 1, 2014 at 2:42 pm

              Crystali, I did’nt like you saying about the council tax and high rent forcing you onto the street, then you will be “outa here”. What about the two people that you would hurt? Not to mention yourself.
              I know i’m a right one talking i am,because i have to deal with serious suicidal thoughts every single day. I go to bed every night hoping i die in my sleep. I honestly do, and i have an incredibly supportive wife who i love.
              She works i dont. I cannot hold down a job even if there was a job to hold.
              They have put me on the highest dose possible of the anti-depressant that they have found does the least amount of harm to me i believe. Still feel like s**t though.
              Anyway back to you. Is there any way someone here could help you avoid eventually being thrown onto the streets?
              This sodding council tax, and the bedroom tax does my head in as well. I hate the b**t**ds i truly do, for what they are doing to people.
              You’re idea about us all meeting up was good, but what i think you will find is a lot of people, not all but a lot on the internet tend to be loners perhaps, and like to stay anonymous just like myself infact.
              I have dozens and dozens of people who i would class as friends, but i have cut myself off from them over the years, my selfish choice i know but that is the way i want it. I am the same with my family. Well family in the loosest of terms. They all watch the x factor and all the other crap, and they are all selfish and always have to have things on their terms. The conversation with them is litterally mind numbing.
              Hope you will feel better. I know it’s a tired old saying, but it’s all i have at the moment.

  13. sara said, on March 29, 2014 at 7:37 pm

    Was little Georgie Soros there??? He LOVES to give money to anti-establishment causes . He just can`t help himself ,he loves humanity so much /all of 7 billion that is/.
    TV Camera costing 1 million given to TPV for 20 thousands. That`s what I call bargain!

  14. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 8:11 pm

    Now take all of this ‘intellectual property’ . . . . and place yourselves in the shoes of the blind man/women . . . or the blank mind of a Child !

    Yes earthlinggb ~ my thoughts precisely . . . precisely!

  15. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 8:19 pm

    As much as ‘we’ all condemn rightly, the savile’s and the smith’s of this world. ‘We’ all in our everyday actions contribute to the abuse of the most precious of things . . . the Child ! How ?

    If You don’t know the answer to that ~ then You don’t need to know.

    • Crystali said, on March 30, 2014 at 1:36 am

      That’s quite profound Gazz, and you are right, the things we should do but do not, the things we should say but say nothing, the putting of personal motivation before the duty to the innocent and vulnerable children who rely entirely on us to keep them safe and protect and defend and guide them.

  16. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 8:30 pm

    It’s murder I say ~ coz we’re all just KILLING TIME !

  17. Gazz said, on March 29, 2014 at 10:14 pm

    Just want even things up folks . . . as a FINAL word on this. Here’s the perspective from a ‘WHITE BROTHER’ !
    endzog.wordpress.org

  18. Guido said, on March 30, 2014 at 3:15 am

    One thing I haven’t seen linked together with this sick uphill gardening fest is the WHOLESALE theft of children by cabals of scumbag social workers and SECRET courts.
    It may have been but I haven’t seen it, so just in case I am calling it now.
    For years the SS have been stealing the children of loving families on the flimsiest of excuses and one of their favourite reasons is ” the risk of emotional harm”
    Most of these “social workers” are childless females in their 20s or 30s and a more “politically correct” bunch of brainwashed drones you would be hard pressed to find. These are the same “caring sharing” do gooders that allowed Baby P and all the other alphabet babies to be tortured and abused to death, despite having plenty of warnings and information provided to them, they deliberately failed to act.
    The reason for this and I hate to borrow an Ickeism, is classic problem reaction solution. they allowed these kids to be horrifically murdered, ( in some cases ritually) in order to further their agenda (21) to destroy families and steal kids, then to provide them to homosexual couples so that they can be brainwashed into accepting this behaviour as adults. (some of these children have been deliberately chosen and will be groomed for political high office in the next generation)
    Their sicko chums in the MSM then provided blanket coverage of the horrific details in order to ensure that “something must be done”
    The collusion of the “justice system” can be seen in the way that, first of all, the “family courts” were created and split off from the mainstream court system and then they became secret family courts who were allowed to jail people who tried to expose their corruption. In secret mind you and subject to draconian gagging orders. Many suicides have resulted from these actions and despite many attempts to expose them they remain a law unto themselves.
    Thus the SS pick out a target, say because the mother smoked a spliff at a party fifteen years ago then wait for ANY incident to occur that could possibly justify the involvement of law enforcement, then they pounce!
    The mother, ( they usually though not always target single mothers) is then dragged into the secret court, at which she will be allowed no help or support, no friends of family are allowed in the courtroom, no members of the public, no reporters, in short NO WITNESSES.
    If the mother is foolish enough to engage a lawyer she will find herself presented with a list of “approved” solicitors from which she may choose her masonic representation.
    Almost invariably the court will rubber stamp the SS request and take the children into custody ( remember that is in order to prevent the risk of emotional harm).
    Now we get to the best bit, the foster parents or adoptive parents get paid, by us taxpayers, per child somewhere in the reigion of ยฃ400 per week, but that is not the really outrageous part, the social workers also get paid, per child, by us, the same amount!
    So lucrative has this become that most social workers do not actually work for the councils anymore, instead they “contract out their services” to the councils in order that they may claim these payments. As soon as they have placed one child ( actually they like to target families with multiple children, remember, PAID PER CHILD),
    They are on the hunt for their next victim.
    Meanwhile the bereft mothers are wasting away their time on expensive and fruitless legal challenges that are stymied at every turn trying to get their kids back.
    Some of these agencies, run by EX social workers, turn over millions of pounds a year and only employ a handful of staff as all the expenses are met by the councils.
    Can anyone spell CONFLICT OF FUCKING INTEREST?
    Getting back to my original point, this has been the background setting up of the system that is about to come into it’s own, now that we can have “legally wed” same sex couples.
    Obviously, having denounced God’s carefully provided and naturally enjoyable method of producing the next generation, they have a bit of a problem, what with facing the rest of their lives with only each other for company and all. Never fear, Satan has been busy building a solution and even if they had some moral reservations deep in the bottom of their souls about the influence they might have on innocent young minds, there is always that 400 quid a week to sway them, hey! take two, or three, never have to work again!
    It is not about gay rights, it never has been, they don’t give a shit about the rights of those fools any more than they care about our rights, it is about social engineering!

    • Sarah Ledsom said, on March 30, 2014 at 9:25 pm

      Now they are talking about every baby in Scotland being assigned a state guardian from birth and people will just fall for it. The state will no longer need to steal children as they will already have guardianship and the parents being no more than registered keepers. Good post Guido.

  19. cheryl Monti said, on March 30, 2014 at 10:35 am

    There is something inside of us, God became very real to me over 15years ago and perhaps we only really experience him in our most desperate hour of need. I was woken up at 3am by hammering on my front door. My elder son opened the door and in barged 10 policemen, well, 8 men and 2 women. I came out of my bedroom and they were all over the house. They handcuffed my youngest and he was just in his boxer shorts, I didn’t know what was going on and as I looked around and saw all these police I thought I was going to pass out.But inner strength came forth and I can’t remember what I said but some of the police left and they let me dress my Son before they took him away. I do remember saying that I know exactly what my Son looks like and he better look the same tomorrow. I was not aggressive in any way infact I spoke like an angel. A young man lay in intensive care, critical and somehow my Son was involved. When they left and took my Son with them I fell to the floor and was just about to ask God to protect him when I felt the most amazing touch inside and I began to pray for the young lad who was critical. My elder Son returned home, as he had followed his brother in a taxi to the police station, 5hours later and I thought it was 10 mins. Later that afternoon we got a call from the police, the young lad had woke up and told the police it was not my Son who had put him there. The young lad was ok and my Son came home. I had prayed for 5hours and didn’t know, the touch I felt had showed me the way and I followed. 9months later my Son ended up in intensive care, beaten so bad they had to operate on his head to release the blood or he would have died. When i first saw him, I felt the same touch inside and spoke over him in a language I’d never heard and didn’t know but I just followed. My Son opened his eyes and said Hia Mum, what are you doing here, and again I brought him home. There is a force that we know nothing about and it’s inside us. Today, I received an enormous bunch of red roses from My Son, who could have been in prison or dead. But he is alive and I thank God for showing me the way.

  20. cheryl Monti said, on March 30, 2014 at 11:38 am

    While this is all clear in my mind I must mention what happened 10months after. My elder Son was running from a gang of lads who were attacking him, he jumped over a wall to escape but the drop was not what he thought, it was about 20feet or something like that. Anyway, the impact, when he hit the ground was so great that it broke both his ankles and his back. He too was in intensive care and was told he may not walk again because they had to rebuild one ankle and put a new disk in his back. That very same touch inside happened again and I saw myself praying over my Son at the end of his bed. All i felt was the most amazing love and just followed. He came home traumatized beyond belief and in a wheel chair and I remember him crying that he was going to be a cripple and never walk again. That same touch inside happened again and I said to him, you are not a cripple you are Dean, my Son and you will walk again. He did walk and went travelling around the world, down the amazon in a boat, up a mountain in China and many other places too. And last month he gave me a granddaughter. When everything seems so dark, never give up hope and follow the God that dwells inside of us. I needed reminding of all of this myself and I’m glad that I could put it into words.

    • Crystali said, on March 30, 2014 at 7:41 pm

      Humanity is so amazing that the worst and best all share the one same space. That’s why it’s hard for some and easy for others. The experiences we have bring out the duality and the fight in us, it is the most difficult being a duel polarity being.
      You had the privilege of hearing angelic words, humans could never understand that language unless they had full love, which the human body cannot have at this time. Isn’t it amazing to have that level of attention paid to you from the one place most people spend half their lives seeking, yet there it is when you least expect it. Wonderful.

      • cheryl Monti said, on March 30, 2014 at 11:11 pm

        Yes it is Crystali, absolutely wonderful, I’d never thought of it as hearing angelic words but your right, they just came and I followed. thanks Crystali, you often get me thinking about things and I really like that.

        • cheryl Monti said, on March 30, 2014 at 11:32 pm

          Crystali, you often touch my heart, just when I need it too. Someone who can touch hearts has an angel in them, me thinks.

        • spartacus said, on March 31, 2014 at 4:22 pm

          Hi Cheryl, i also enjoy Crystali’s comments, but i would like to ask you something if i may. I am not a religious man, but i did believe in god at one time.
          This incident occured in the mid 80’s. I was awoken one morning by these three words. THE FOUR KEEPERS.
          I cant tell you how startled i was, not scared, just startled and totally bewildered.
          The voice seemed to come from inside my head, now this seemed strange enough to me i can tell you, but what was even stranger too me, was when i realized i could not tell whether that voice was male or female. I know how this all sounds, but i can only say that voice was neither male or female. It was something else.
          I must add that i am not scizophrenic (spelling alert), and have never taken drugs, and i was also sober at the time. Although i must say i was under a lot of stress at that time.
          This has never happened before that day or ever since. I am still totally baffled by it.

          • cheryl Monti said, on March 31, 2014 at 6:10 pm

            Hia Spartacus.I’m sorry but I’m as baffled by it as you are. Our minds are a work of art which have many capabilities that lay hidden deep within. It sounds like a connection to the spirit and something you needed at the time. The voice spoke to you for some reason and you never forgot, so perhaps It was for the future also. I’m just mulling over ideas. Perhaps it will make sense to you some time soon. A deeper part of you could have been trying to communicate with you the only way it knew how. Something so strong as to wake you up does to me sound like some kind of warning and perhaps with the stress you tuned into the part that knows. Sorry Spartacus, I’ve no solid answer. Perhaps you may dream tonight and get an answer. If you do please let me know.

          • Crystali said, on March 31, 2014 at 6:45 pm

            It was probably just a half wake half sleep dream. Either that or you are insane, like me I guess, I understand unconditional love unfortunately, I understand it from God’s perspective and there isn’t a man alive who can understand god and the love it has for it’s creation, man can’t comprehend it, he only knows how to destroy it with logic. But then I was deceived, and I know that now. But that’s where madness comes in, you know what you were taught, but it truly does defy logic, mostly because there is no such thing as unconditional love on this planet, why for fuck sake there isn’t even love. People on this planet just screw it all up and hurt each other with it contrary to what it really is which I could do an entire essay on, but God isn’t even real to most, so why the hell should love be, and the irony is that men feel it hurts them more like their heart is softer. There is no god dammed love.
            Just remember those words you heard. They may make sense one day, nothing else does.

            • spartacus said, on April 1, 2014 at 10:30 am

              Well, i’ve thought about it, and i am going for insane lol. Anyhow the strangest thing about it was that the voice was neither male or female. What other voices are there? See what i mean. If it was a dream, dont we all recognise male voices from female voices?
              Mind you our entire family was going through what i can only call a haunting at that time. My mother even called in the local vicar to do a service of some sort. but he only managed to scare everyone more at first when he said “yes there is definately a presence here”. Bloody hell.
              Now i am not one for all this ghost nonsense, but i have encountered some very strange occurances that have made me think.

    • Sarah Ledsom said, on March 30, 2014 at 8:57 pm

      I love the way you refer to it as a touch inside Cheryl โค

  21. Sarah Ledsom said, on March 30, 2014 at 8:15 pm

    E, can’t you just feel the genuine love that comes from words on a page from “strangers”. Read these comments!! How the hell can you define that.
    You and me go back a few years, we have never met, have spoken on the phone, yet I love you, have the utmost respect for you and can never thank you enough for turning my life round with the truth. You may even have saved my son’s life, he went to Afghanistan, against everything I believed in, but because of you, I found the words, facts and figures that convinced him to leave the army.
    You are making a difference E, not just for me but for God knows how many others. To have the ability to do that, after the shit you have endured(or because of it) and continue to endure, well that makes you one hell of a guy in my book.
    You are so needed and wanted, you are a one off, can be a sarcastic sod at times lol but always with a good heart and wanting people to understand what is going on in the world and where we are all heading fast if we don’t unite.
    You have taken a lot on with this blog and it’s time consuming and I can only assume it has taken over your life, you must be in overload. How about a forum, would that take the stress off you, where it’s not all one way and others can pitch in.
    I’m always here for a chat, I’m a good listener you know ๐Ÿ™‚
    Big hugs, Sarah xx

    • earthlinggb said, on March 30, 2014 at 8:52 pm

      Sarah, I love you too hun but you always go way over the top with this appreciation of yours. I did nothing. You did it all and I have great respect for you for that. Now shut up! ๐Ÿ™‚ x

      • Sarah Ledsom said, on March 30, 2014 at 9:18 pm

        You just don’t get it E. This was a complete turn around with all that I believed to be true. This is life changing stuff, that cannot be dismissed as being “nothing”. Things that you’re not even aware of, relating to my health, that without “knowledge” I would be 6 feet under, and me being a medical professional. So no, I won’t shut up ๐Ÿ™‚ You were put on this earth for a reason, a very good reason, and you must know that E. When you open up about your own trauma that has gone on, you are enabling others, such as many who comment here, which in turn enables others. There is such a great vibe on this blog, which could and should be put to good use if we all pulled together. Right, I’ll shut up now, never to be mentioned again. Happy now? ๐Ÿ™‚ x

        • cheryl Monti said, on March 30, 2014 at 11:17 pm

          Hahaha, like your style Sarah and your right about this blog, it does have a great vibe, it’s a life line amongst all the madness that we face every day.

  22. Gazz said, on March 31, 2014 at 12:09 pm

    I’m JUST a brother earthlinggb . . . JUST a brother.

    Now You were asking about Love . . . There seems to be a lot of it going around here and it’s aimed at YOU !
    I don’t think there’s any conditions attached ๐Ÿ™‚

  23. Gazz said, on April 1, 2014 at 3:18 pm

    ‘handouts’

    Why think that way ? It’s compensation ~ a little of what each and every soul DESERVES for having been made to suffer this madness ~ theft of land ~ robbery
    ~ blatant discrimination ~ state persecution etc. . etc. . . I don’t think it’s necessary to explain the reasoning.

  24. Gazz said, on April 1, 2014 at 3:29 pm

    ‘handouts’ ? ? ?

    http://unemploymentmovement.com/index.php

    Yes ~ I see

  25. Gazz said, on April 1, 2014 at 3:32 pm

    No mind ~ ‘we’ can deliberate on a fucking missing plane for the next ~ forever ?

    • cheryl Monti said, on April 1, 2014 at 3:43 pm

      I’m with you on this one Gazz, the way people on benefits are getting treated is diabolical, infact the word benefit isn’t right as the payments are entitiled and a right for anyone whom needs them. But those that work are fed up with their lot and so just love to kick up a stink and blame everything on the benefit culture, as they call it. I could rant and rave about this for days, I’ve been there and know what it’s like.

      • Sarah Ledsom said, on April 1, 2014 at 10:43 pm

        Michael Meacher (Oldham West and Royton, Labour)

        To ask the Secretary of State for Work and Pensions how many benefit claimants have been sanctioned for (a) four weeks, (b) three months and (c) three years (i) nationally and (ii) in Oldham in the last year.

        Hansard source (Citation: HC Deb, 31 March 2014, c505W)

        Esther McVey (The Minister of State, Department for Work and Pensions; Wirral West, Conservative)

        The information requested is not readily available and could be provided only at disproportionate cost.

        It’s obviously a state secret. Not readily available lol. If Michael Meacher can’t get the answers what chance do we have. If you do a FOI request you get turned down as you are being vexatious. If you represent yourself in court now they just call you a vexatious litigant and you will need permission to proceed after some psychological poking and prodding of course.

        • earthlinggb said, on April 1, 2014 at 10:58 pm

          If you weren’t vexed you wouldn’t be a bloody litigant in the first place! “Oh I’m a happy litigant! I’m just here for the beer! Sure the guy imposed a tort on me but that’s ok, I don’t mind”. “So then what the hell are you doing in my court? I’ll charge you with contempt and wasting crown and taxpayers money!” “Ok, I’m vexed at what he did!” “Motion to strike my Lord, the plaintive admits to being a vexatious litigant”. “Ok well I’m a bit unhappy then is that better? On a scale of 10 I’d sayโ€ฆโ€ฆ6?” “A 6 is vexatious I’m afraid” “Ok how about 4 and a half?” “I’m sorry, you already stated 6 and under the law of estoppel, such a statement cannot be removed from the court record. Case dismissed!. Next case please!”

      • spartacus said, on April 2, 2014 at 9:36 am

        Well said cheryl. I believe the actual figures on benefit fraud are nowhere near as high as what the mp’s are stealing, but the Daily Mail always has a story of some fraudster on a yacht somewhere living it up, so people start thinking that all those on benefits are like that.

  26. Marko said, on April 1, 2014 at 7:23 pm

    Well, my life has just about completely unfolded now. So your words mean a lot earthlinggb, and I take it that no matter how hard things are for you, you are speaking from a position of strength. You have integrity. Most people don’t even know what that means.

    I live now in a small little town. I hate it. My neighbours will not speak to me. No animosity. I am a single male and therefore probably a paedophile, or a drug dealer, or perhaps even a murderer or psychopath. Best not to take a chance and find out. And if you are going to play that game, it is better to not even look at a person. My neighbours will not even look at me. The few times I have been out to the few local pubs, I have come across nothing but hostility, after a very brief phase where people were nice to me to find out my business. I have even thought of checking to see if I am actually on some kind of paedophile register by mistake. That is how they make me feel. And I am sensitive, sure, but I am not paranoid.

    I met a really nice couple once. They were great. Never saw them out again. Well, a year later, had a nice chat for 20 minutes. And the next time I saw the girl, I said hello, and this friendly creature seemed annoyed that I had gone up to her to say hello. I have talked basic politics with people to test the waters, but I have been accused of being a schizophrenic. Or rather a ‘schizo’ was his words. I should have knocked the fucker out, but you know, violence is not my thing. I should have asked him if he meant ‘schizoid’ or ‘schizophrenic’ as they each mean totally different things, but you know, why bother.

    I do feel a rage and an anger and a deep violence in me here though. But it doesn’ last long and it is only to be expected. I’ve never been in prison and therefore not in solitary confinement, but this life has become a prison sentence for me. And one in solitary confinement. I don’t speak to people for weeks on end, sometimes months. I feel like a caged animal. When I do speak to people it is just shop assistants, and a person’s kindness and warmth can sometimes even reduce me almost to tears. And a person’s indifference or rudeness to me can sometimes reduce me to hitting back like an arsehole. Just a little bit of one of course. They aren’t used to that. They back off and ignore me then. Back to square one.

    So it is a form of mental torture. A good old fashioned shunning like they used to do in the old days. If you aren’t familiar with the concept of shunning as a punishment, look it up. I suppose in a way that is what you are suffering now. You are probably on some kind of black list and even if you were prepared to go against everything you have learned, you may not be able to go back now. You might even get a job to wonder why you had lost it a few months down the line.

    Now, I keep my true political and philosophical ramblings to my self, because as you know, people can’t handle the truth. It points out what cowards they are and how ignorant they are. How truly fucking selfish and stupid they are. All men in my travels are guilty of this. Even great men. They can be even worse. Don’t go pointing out to them their blind spots, directly or indirectly. It will make them feel small and think less of you. You have to be very careful about who you say these words to. I have lived in this town now for nearly five years. It feels like five minutes. I have never said to anyone here in all those years what I am sharing with you now. Yet if I met you in real life, I am sure within a short period of time, I would be able to trust you and open up to you. I’m not an emotional cripple.

    I don’t know what the future holds. I have my music and it is going fucking great, just absolutely out of this world. I have seen the work of a lifetime come together whilst going through this hell. It has kept me sane and out of prison. I can build websites and a do a bit of artwork and computer programming too. I also like to write, in case you hadn’t noticed! ๐Ÿ™‚

    I miss having male company/bonding. And I really really miss female company, whether as friends, or something more. Yes I miss the sex too. I happen to have a very high sex drive that has to be dealt with, but it doesn’t involve paying for it or small animals, so that is enough information for now. ๐Ÿ˜‰ But what I really miss the most is the smell of a woman. Sometimes a cheap perfume, sometimes and expensive one (not really a fan of perfume), but it is hard not to break down in tears in the middle of the street when I inadvertently pass a member of the opposite sex on the street, and they have that flowery, sweet smell. The one that doesn’t last long. And the one that makes me remember everything I have had, everything I have lost, and everything I never will have again. It is game over for me I am afraid.

    Of course I suffer with depression. Who wouldn’t? Anyone that has ever been in such an extreme circumstance and just wants the pain to stop will understand. The whole thing turns in on itself and becomes a chicken/egg scenario. It actually does reach true levels of insanity when you are ready to take your own life. I couldn’t do that though. I would have done it by now. So I will just have to put up with my personal little hell. Until I grow older. Get an incurable disease. I have been fit all my life, but am starting to get physical illnesses now as well. I can feel it coming. I tried to explain to my Mother that I might need to stop the pain, but the poor thing just couldn’t understand. It was stupid in hindsight, but it needed to be said.

    So, I have no friends any more and no means or ability to make them in my circumstances. I doubt I ever will again. The few friends I had have fallen by the wayside. Either marrying into money and amazing social circles, flirting with fame even sometimes. Or they have become hopeless crack and smack addicts that have had to have their poor old Mum’s sell the house because there was a contract on them. Most though are just muddling on the same. Not learning about life, about who they are, about what people are really like. It hurts me when I realise just how fucking little I meant to any of them. And if I had my time again, I would spend it around animals and not bother with any humans at all. I would find myself a good woman and start a family, but this is not possible now anyway in these times. Yes, a lot of men treat women badly and should be kinder to them, but so women should love men a lot more. Women just aren’t interested in men as far as I can see. They are not interested in who you are as a person and what you have to give beyond the social circles you inhabit and your pay grade. If that sounds cynical, it is a cynical world. And I am fully aware that there are lots of exceptions to the rule.

    Just like the title of this thread. I know you are outspoken with your views as you see them earthlinggb, but I respect that deeply. I may be very wrong, but you don’t strike me as the sort of small minded person that would ever hate or look down on another for their inherent sexuality or preferences. We are talking about an agenda here. Well, we were. It got siderailed into something else. Not a bad thing on the whole.

    Whatever you do, don’t stop the writing. I know every man must follow his own path, but you do make a difference to people like me as you suspect. And many others too. Those who are at the higher levels need each other, coz it is lonely at the top! And those at the lower levels need people like us, just to see what is possible. It is a strange journey life is taking us on. And this if this is what it takes, it is what it takes. I want for nothing now, just food and shelter – the very things under attack. I don’t know if I will ever be able to have another girlfriend or male friend again. I don’t want success with my music even though my stuff is the best of the best. I can’t get a job building or fixing or programming computers because there are none here, I have no car, can not afford one. Etc. etc. In short, it is not just depression I am living with, it is sheer, utter fucking despair.

    But still, I quiet my mind, meditate on the god head. Become more integrated with myself. Accept my own limitations more, realise all the times I have been wrong, and just try to be the best person I can be. I study the teachings of Buddhism and Hinduism and even Christianity, though I do not believe in God in the conventional sense and I certainly despise any organised religion whatever it is.

    I have no words of comfort for you. We are all different. But though I haven’t walked a mile in your shoes, I feel maybe for a while at least, we have or maybe even are, walking down the same road. Where it leads?

    • Sarah Ledsom said, on April 1, 2014 at 9:32 pm

      Marko, I haven’t got great writing ability as you and Earthling has and just about everyone else who contributes here, so forgive me when I just say it as I see it. You are one hell of a human being, with so much to give others, many are missing out. I have been married to a “sensitive” man for over 30 years, sensitive in the sense of being a caring, empathic, supportive, strong, loving man, (he’s English so not perfect lol). Because of him, I see that there are many others in this life, you being another, but not just you, I would say most, if not all the other men who contribute to E’s blog. I feel ashamed of the way many women behave, all in the name of feminism, they have been manipulated by tptb to almost believe they are men or at least better than men.

      Men are being stripped of their inbuilt desire to work to provide for the family, and as a result been stripped of dignity and a sense of self, all done deliberately of course to break up the family. Men being left with a feeling of being worthless and being made to feel worthless by women. Instead of working together for what is best for the family, they end up doing what was always intended by tptb, and work against each other. I am generalising of course, as there are many couples who make it work against all odds, but they are the lucky ones.

      I would love to think that you will meet that right person for you, one that would appreciate that very special sensitivity and have the life you so deserve. You know, these things have a habit of happening when you least expect it, I should know ๐Ÿ™‚

      • Marko said, on April 1, 2014 at 11:22 pm

        Thanks for taking the time Sarah. I enjoy reading your comments at Chris’s blog. We might have even chatted before.

        I don’t feel worthless. Not that I am quoting you as accusing me of being that literaly. But I see what you meant. I see my worth. I am frustrated. I’m sure you understood that. So let’s not argue the finer points.

        I just split up with someone who might be considered a g/f. Man this has hit me hard. Because we were platonic friends, not sexual. First I could do no wrong. Everything was understood. Then I started to feel like a fish on a line. That moment that he realises he is being realed in. Never caught before so it takes a while to cotton on what is happening.

        It starts with comments like ‘oh you are drinking a lot’, where as in fact, I radically cut down my drinking. Then accusations of me totally spoiling their day by almost being a bully. Which I resent, because my father was a bully and spoiled many a day. I’m not and never was and never will be in the same league. I expected her to know this as she just had a serious breakup with a right bastard, who tried to kill their son.

        I turned a blind eye, made exceptions, gave warnings. But it turned from not being able to put a foot wrong to not being able to do anything right. This fish was well and truly reeled in.

        So I cut the line.

        Now I’m floundering.

        And a bit all at sea.

        One must always maintain one’s sense of humour.

        I can see now she had a hidden agenda.
        And boy did it seriously backfire on her.

        I didn’t lead her down the garden path. I was honest with her 200 percent.
        She is a great person. But start as you mean to go on. Get it all out on the table. Less fucking about.
        It is tantamount to manipulation. I let her into my world. I feel betrayed. In the name of friendship.

        Maybe one day we will continue it, but only if she gets her facts right.
        I only have words, my honesty, integrity.

        If they are not enough. Oh well. Nothing lost. When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose.

        As for your man being English, I feel for you, being a Welsh man myself. ๐Ÿ™‚

        I’m being flippant now.

        There are good people from everywhere, but you knew that.

        Take care.

        • Sarah Ledsom said, on April 2, 2014 at 1:29 am

          Hi boyo, thought I recognised your style of writing. You are flippitantly floundering eh. Seriously though, there are plenty of good people everywhere even in Welshland , or have you emigrated? Good catching up with you Marko.

    • earthlinggb said, on April 1, 2014 at 10:47 pm

      Marko, I’m not gay. The idea makes me feel sick (just as being hetero does to them) but, for me, each to their own. My issue with it all is the manipulation of it all for political reasons. It all stems back to the legal person! The government LOVE the fact these guys want to be be legally recognised! The gays (most of them) just don’t get it! WHY od they want to have to ask permission to love each other? But try to explain this to them! I’m coming from the perspective that not even heteros should contract with the state.
      Other than that, man I can truly empathise with what you’re saying about a lot of things here. Up to now over all your comments, you’ve been pretty flippant but I thank you for expressing this. I “see” you better.There are people around Marko. We’re just all spread out. There are also many in this “game” of truth that are as full of shit as the next person. I despise them perhaps even more than I do the so called “sheep”.

      • Marko said, on April 1, 2014 at 11:08 pm

        Yeah, I know you’re not gay. I picked up on that. Slow as I am. ๐Ÿ™‚

        Neither am I. It also causes a strange inherent reaction in me. I am programmed for the females.

        And I also get your political reasons for writing this. I’m not so dense as that I can’t see what is going on. For all my rantings about being lonely and distrustful of peoples agendas (both government and females and males).

        I do however think they should have equal rights – give it to them. Let them marry each other! This is a different issue. We can not even begin to win our argument, if they do not have this right. They just won’t shut up until they do and keep beating us over the head with it. It won’t harm me. The harm is already done. The shit has already hit the fan. They are just another spoke in the wheel of the building of a totalitarian state.

        And I did make the point I think (maybe not) I don’t agree with marriage (always through god) between men and women. The way it destroys families, bankrupts men more often than not because they are the breadwinner.

        Yes, I might be flippant. Beyond flippant. But my view are complex and I’m sorry if I bore you, but these are things that need to be hammered out for a good few hours or evenings even, over a couple of beers, in a comfortable neutral place. That ain’t ever gonna happen. So this is the best we got. I thank you for sharing your front room! All I can say is, you won’t try to find me sneaking in through the back door.

        Fuck, that WAS flippant. Just as I make a serious heartfelt comment, I counter point it with something from the rear. There I go again. Can’t help myself. ๐Ÿ™‚

        But seriously, yes, the sheep, their fear and ignorance is to be understood by an enlightened man. Not forgiven, but understood. But the gurus are along the lines of the fucking Catholic church. Massive damage and culpability.

        It’s just the sheep are larger in number. They both balance out to make a perfect shit pie.

        As for my flippance and sarcasm, it is off the scale. That much you picked up on!

        ๐Ÿ™‚

        Thanks again for the forum.

        And if I never post another word again, don’t give up the writing.

        • earthlinggb said, on April 1, 2014 at 11:18 pm

          Now wtf would you never post another word again for??
          I “get” the flippancy! It’s enjoyable. Just a surprise to see the other side pop out.
          As for giving gays their “equal rights” – the point is if we all dropped out of this idea that we have to be GIVEN them then we’d all have them anyhow! Gays and straights. You couldn’t have more equality than that and the bloody government could not then abuse it by discrimination between groups of people. The gays should be saying “I don’t WANT your fucking rights! I HAVE rights and I’m taking them and acting upon them and every other straight, gay, tranny or dog and rabbit should do the same!” Now THERE I would support them all the way but they’re too goddamned thick to work it out! It’s like those who want marijuana legalised! It’s a bloody plant like a blade of grass on your lawn! Do people want their lawns and grass and trees legalised too?

          • Marko said, on April 1, 2014 at 11:38 pm

            Ah no, it wasn’t emotional blackmail, it was a figure of speech, along the lines of ‘If there is anything I have given you’, ‘If I never breath another breath’. Ok maybe the last one was a bit much. I aim to annoy you for as long as you will let me into your house. And I aim to be the perfect guest, cleaning up after me, not making too much of a mess in the first place. Bringing something to the party. Making your other guest feel included. Never being exclusive or aloof. Knowing when there is a time to have a good time and knowing when there is a time to be serious. Inadvertent drug overdoses – hey you can’t be expected to police what stragglers do in your toilets. Ok, I’ve taken it too far again. ๐Ÿ™‚

            But on a serious note. I see what you mean. I really got it. I wouldn’t argue with a bigot. I am sure you can see my point. Jesus, DON’T go giving them rights! It would be a fucking nightmare. You do know you have Gay Men who want to be recognized as legal Women don’t you. And gay Women that wan’t to be legally recognized as Men. But, and it’s a big but, whilst they are legally recognized as Men, that is not your straight man, but no, a Gay Man!. You are either going to get the joke by now (not on my part) or think I am taking the piss, but I can see you have thought this through so far. Your logic is faultless. Take that logic a bit further.

            Pretty soon you will have Gay Men who are really Women, Just the wrong gender from birth. Jesus, don’t bring the Trannies into it. Some of my best friends are Trannies, so don’t get me wrong. Ok, I lied, I admitted earlier to not having any friends. But where would that hold up in a court of law? Your honour, I can honestly say, I have no Transexual friends, Gay friends, or Straight friends, in fact M’lud, even my dog doesn’t like me, then again, I don’t have a dog.

            The place would be sheer insanity.

            I have however tried to out flippant even myself with this point you started. Not so much Reductio Ad Absurdum but more Addendo Ad Absurdum.

            If two people love each other, who needs a bit of paper.

            Hell, look at the old men with dogs and old ladies with cats. More trust and love and understanding to share than any other couple practically. Not a lawsuit in sight.

            Give it time though.

            Ok I’m being flippant now.

            I shall stop.

            But I will start again.

            While I am welcome.

            • Marko said, on April 2, 2014 at 12:00 am

              Not sure if you ever followed up on those links that I gave you about radical feminism. It was an interesting couple of days delving into a real man’s world. An intelligent man’s world. Not brutes of sexists. Men that like being men and want women to be women. I aim to go back there and finish up my reading. It was really enlightening and fascinating. They were pretty down on the gay thing too. Not against it. Each to his/her own.

              But how far does any of it take us really? There are so many paradoxes with this argument. Yes it is about personal freedom. But you aren’t personally free to fuck the cat or dog are you, even if you feel morally free. Er ‘one’ is not. ๐Ÿ™‚

              I am only able to go into the argument so far, as I am outside of society and none of this affects me anymore. I don’t even really care. I care about it being another brick in the wall of the deconstruction of the nuclear family. But then we have the new child snatching laws. So you did not consider the emotional development of your child? 10 years in jail. Now, you might get those ten years for putting little Billy on the Rugby team, because he got his neck broken and had to spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair – pretty emotionally stunting by any one’s standards. Or you may be put in jail for not allowing him to go into the Rugby team, because he might get put into a wheelchair, but his friends, laughed at him, called him a ‘sissy’ and painted his school locker pink. Little Billy never got over that. He cried to his neglectful parents in their jail cell: ‘You deserve to be in jail, you should be hung. I would have preferred to be in a wheelchair for the rest of my life’.

              I think the only defense for my argument is now Absurdum Ad Absurdum. From the absure to the even more absurd. But unortunately these are the time we now find ourselves in. I’m struggling even to be flippant on this point. ๐Ÿ˜‰

              Anyway, you would have to spend a lot of time. It is an absolutely massive subculture. I feel proud to belong to the minor demographic of MGTOW (Men Going Their Own Way), in other words, we know we lost the game, and we are going to strop about it for the rest of our lives, even if we die loveless and childless – hey what’s new. There are a lot of people out there with nothing to lose. Like celibate people that just want to get their brains fucked out. Oh well.

              • cheryl Monti said, on April 2, 2014 at 12:08 am

                Think you’ve gone too far now Marko.

                • Marko said, on April 2, 2014 at 12:14 am

                  How so? Just curious.

                • Marko said, on April 2, 2014 at 12:38 am

                  Oh, btw, I went too far, long ago.

                  It wasn’t really my choice.

                  But when in deep water, become a diver.

    • spartacus said, on April 2, 2014 at 2:05 pm

      Marko, you say you live in a small little town, rumours spread fast in small towns, especially false and malicious ones. Are you sure this has’nt happened to you? It would’nt be a small Welsh valleys town would it? You dont have to answer that of course.
      I actually have one pub near me, that when any stranger walks in they all stop talking and stare at the stranger. and i’m talking not just a handful of people but i’ve seen it happen with about 30 or more in there.
      I know this because it happened to me and my wife when we first moved to the area.
      We never liked it there anyway, the locals are extremely clique like. Quite a strange bunch most of them. Very up themselves, especially the ones with plenty of money.

  27. Sick O'Poofs said, on April 2, 2014 at 1:03 pm

    Open Secret about the Open (in more ways than one) Homos.

    On the Icke forum, moderators have known for at least six years that Sean is a burglar of the turd variety.

    That forum is one big distraction, full of new age bullshit; it’s like a hamster wheel for the mentally-ill/people who are ‘awake’ (oh, the irony)!

    This is why that monster, Tatchell (sp??) was on TPV- I wouldn’t be surprised to learn that they bummed one another- with Icke in attendance!

    Surely people will WAKE UP to the FACT that ICKE, ADL etc. are WORKING FOR the very people they are OSTENSIBLY against!

    I am sick and tired of the homosexual agenda- no person in the mainstream media dares say anything against this rampant juggernaut of odious filth!!

    • hank wiseman said, on April 23, 2014 at 5:45 am

      I can attest to that as being true. The homosexual agenda is vigorously being promoted on David Icke Forum. It’s easy to see the openly gay members breaking all the forum rules and nothing ever happens to them.

  28. Sharon Gifford said, on April 7, 2014 at 8:14 am

    Well said ! I hear your pain, frustration and anger, I am doing all I can to stand up against what I believe to be wrong here…I will promote your blog all I can,.

    Please do not give up there are more and more people waking up and realising David Icke et al are not what they pretend to be.

    You are right about the paganism too, it was the clues I say into the dabbling in “black magic” that rung warning bells loud and clear for me,

    Best wishes and thank you for all that you have done, when I first left TPV I felt so all alone but your blog and others gave me courage to speak out

  29. Sharon Gifford said, on April 7, 2014 at 8:18 am

    ps I was told by “an insider ” that David Icke “had not been with a woman since his last marriage broke down..”
    ..

  30. Outlaw said, on April 7, 2014 at 10:17 pm

    I wrote about the ‘Gay Agenda’ many months ago. I said then that only an idiot would believe it would be beneficial for Gay people. It’s pernicious and will be used to start a backlash somewhere along the line… That isn’t homophobia, it’s the truth and it’s coming..mark my words

  31. hank wiseman said, on April 23, 2014 at 5:35 am

    Sean adl-tabatabai, is the webmaster for David Icke Forums. Sean uses the alias, “seanx” when he wants to log on to the forum as a member anonymously. So if you want to see inside the soul of, sean adl-tabatabai, read the forum posts of, “seanx”.

    Pretty disgusting actually.


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