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Posted in Gross stupidity within society, Law, Politics, The Corrupt SOB's by earthling on April 23, 2014

Yes folks, this blog is all about hate and anger. I have no idea why you would wish to partake in something as pathetic as this. I’d rather see you all beating the shit out of one another (especially gays). But do you see the exact same thing again? That which I REALLY hate? The state getting their thugs to put a stop to people loving one another. WE ACTUALLY HAVE TO SIGN PETITIONS TO ALLOW PEOPLE TO HUG ONE ANOTHER! THAT IS HOW DEEPLY FUCKED UP THIS WORLD HAS BECOME! We’re all registered to them and they want control and we actually go the lengths of PETITIONING them to ask for their ALLOWANCE for us to hug one another! And the straights and the gays are literally asking – by way of legislation – for a right to be recognised as a “person”. The gays can be legislated FOR now but they can now be legislated AGAINST. SERIOUSLY! ARE YOU NOT UNDERSTANDING WHAT THE HELL IT IS I’M SAYING TO YOU? WHAT THE HELL IS IT YOU DON’T GET? Let’s say, for example, that David Cameron had been a TRUE christian or that a government came along in the near future and legislated AGAINST gay marriage and gays recognised as persons. Where would you, as a gay man, stand then? You can say all you wish that that is never going to happen. Are you so damned sure? THINK about it!

By giving them the RIGHT to legislate at all you are giving them the power to go either way! Whereas, if you did not accept “personhood” and this goes for everyone – they’ve lost the power to dictate either way! THEN you are FREE you idiot and ONLY then! But it takes SOCIETY to wake up and stop wishing to impose its beliefs upon you. Governments and the politicians totally capitalise on our own bigotry and hate and fear and they always will because you refuse to understand it.

I’ll say AGAIN – I can’t stand little perves like Sean Tabatabai BUT, given his agreement to keep out of my face and impose his shit on me (which is carried out THROUGH the system as it is and this “legal person” shit they have manipulated in law), I’d happily stay out of his and anyone like him (Tatchell for instance). But I don’t go about waving the hetero flag in people’s faces demanding recognition by a corrupt system. Tatchell and Tabatabai DO! And they never stop! Have you read Tatchell’s rants about heterosexual males? I don’t even wish to be recognised by the bloody system. I despise it. Ironically, so he would state, Tabatabai despises it too (otherwise why TPV?). But the fact is Tabatabai is a change agent. If he despised the system so much and is so “enlightened” (which he clearly is not) then why would he wish to be accepted BY the system? WHY would he wish to be splashed across the front pages he purports to despise, as “the first gay marriage in the UK”?

He is a change agent. As is Icke! Sorry but if you do not see that you’re an idiot. You seriously are. From getting an OFCOM licence to taking a trip to LA and coming back with a “bride” having spent lavishly on YOUR money while out there. And how on earth – given all of the thousands of gays who would wish to be first to be married, did wee Sean and his boytoy get to be first past the post? THINK about this shit otherwise you’re as unawake as you ever were.

Adoption rejections   And here is the propaganda displaying the destruction of heterosexual parenthood: “You don’t choose to be parents, it just happens, while gays make a conscious choice.” Gay parents “tend to be more motivated, more committed than heterosexual parents on average, because they chose to be parents,” said Abbie Goldberg, a psychologist at Clark University in Massachusetts who researches gay and lesbian parenting. Gays and lesbians rarely become parents by accident, compared with an almost 50 percent accidental pregnancy rate among heterosexuals, Goldberg said. “That translates to greater commitment on average and more involvement.” Do you notice anything about the psychologist’s surname? Are you at all surprised it is a surname associated with a particular sect? How is it that it is enormous the number of times such attacks on the fundamentals of society come from people of that sect? Haven’t you noticed? Are you that blind? Or are you just scared of acknowledging it? Gay parents Then read the following and just think: Who is it that makes up these rules? And why? Are all the people in the council gay? Or gay supporters? No-one who works in the council (or in the adoption agencies) hold any ideology similar to this couple? Are the workers not allowed to be christian? Or is it like the police when they say “I’m not paid to have an opinion I just carry out orders”? I’m 100% positive it is the latter in general. Although I’m sure to get such jobs, you will be screened to ensure as far as possible that you have the right attitude. So that leaves the question: Who is screening and why? Well when you get right down to the bottom line, it is the state who is doing the screening. The question remains why? And why aren’t the couple allowed to have a baby rather than up to 10 years old? It is social engineering and it all flows down from the top – the government and civil service and Her Majesty. How do they attribute themselves the right to discriminate in these ways when they proclaim discrimination coming from any other quarter is a crime? Because THEY are the law and that is what 99% of the people in this country are simply accepting. Outright discrimination by those who create law for the purposes of control of social engineering. EVERY SINGLE CENSUS and “EQUAL OPPORTUNITIES” form that we complete is used NOT for equal opportunities but to discriminate and socially engineer. “More women” are needed. “More blacks” are needed. “More gay couples/parents” are needed. None of these decisions are actually based on capability to do something, they are based upon statistical, social engineering requirements. And they are achieved by utilising the LEGAL PERSON”. You are not being treated as a human being or an individual. You are being grouped and segregated into preference groups for various positions in society. The vast vast majority just do not recognise it and don’t wish to. Then PLEASE stop complaining!     Telegraph idealism   However, it wasn’t just our reaction to the “faeces question” that went down badly with the social workers. We got the distinct impression that they had a real problem with our Christian faith, although our home is not overtly religious and neither are we. Would we want a child placed with us to accompany us to church? Would we put pressure on a child who didn’t want to go? We said that it wouldn’t be a problem because, if a child didn’t want to go to church, one of us would stay at home. We do not believe that you can ram Christianity down anyone’s throat; a child has to make up his or her own mind. We were quite open in our belief that a child needs a male and a female role model. I said that a girl finds it easier to talk to another woman about periods and sex, for example, while a boy finds it easier to talk to his father. The social workers were keen to know how we would react if a child announced that he or she was gay. We said that we believe that the same ground rules apply whether you are gay or heterosexual: that sex before marriage is wrong. We don’t believe in same-sex marriages but, if a child told us he or she was gay, we would still love that child, even if we didn’t agree with the lifestyle they chose. In our social club we have gay and bisexual people: they’ve had problems with their families and we’ve supported them. If they are not following a faith that says that their lifestyle is wrong, then we shouldn’t and wouldn’t condemn it. We are not homophobic and yet the social worker warned us our views would prejudice our chances of adopting. At the end of the home assessment, the report concluded that we had too idealistic a view of family life and marriage and that this might prejudice a homosexual child: a gay child would see the way we live and feel that we wouldn’t be able to support him or her in their lifestyle. Why is it there isn’t the same concern about placing a heterosexual child with a homosexual couple who might not be able to support a heterosexual child? Our home assessment report was put before the adoption panel and we were asked to explain our views. We did so, saying that they were based on our Christian faith. We later received a letter saying that we had been turned down as adoptive parents, that we were not suitable for any of the children they had to place and that we would have to reconsider our views on homosexuality. It was a devastating time: to be turned down after being grilled by social services for a year and a half, and also made to feel we were so much in the wrong. We appealed, but in vain. We have since spoken to a fostering agency, which told us that only one or two heterosexual couples get approved by them. I wish now that we had gone through a Christian adoption agency that might have looked on us more favourably. We felt that in dealing with the local council our faith was a liability and we were discriminated against because of it. We know people who adopted via the same council 10 years ago who were not asked similar questions. Once, the government used to respect the religious views of the electorate. Now the Catholic Church and the Church of England are under attack. I agree with the Archbishops of Canterbury and York, Dr Rowan Williams and Dr John Sentamu, who have written to the Prime Minister saying that “rights of conscience cannot be made subject to legislation, however well-meaning”. If you start compromising your faith, you might as well throw it out. We have written to the British Agencies for Adoption and Fostering to ask for it to be included in their guidelines that candidates are not asked questions that compromise their faith. People should be allowed to choose how they live their lives, so long as they don’t affect others. I feel that, as Christians, we are being denied our freedom to choose and are being persecuted for our faith – while a child who would benefit from all that we can give is missing out.   THIS IS WHAT SOCIAL ENGINEERING RESULTS IN: Now, I watched this chinese couple and I cried. I hate admitting it but I cry with anger and frustration a lot these days. No-one would know that however because it’s hardly “socially acceptable” is it? But the tears don’t arise for nothing. What you see here is an audience getting a laugh out of a guy who sits on a panel and freely states that he is all for mothers killing their children if they wish to because HE believes the world is overpopulated. If he seriously believes that then – courage of convictions time again – he shouldn’t bring even one child into the world right? But that would be HIS (and his partner’s choice based on THEIR belief). However, what he is then saying is he would even consider banning people from having ANY children for 30 or 50 years (I forget which number he used). The audience member laughs, the audience as a whole laughs and he sits quite content with his eugenics-based, holier than thou, social engineering and population control stance while a woman and her husband in China have had the chinese authorities break into their house, kidnap the woman and inject her to murder her baby because of “SOCIAL ENGINEERING”. Social Engineering in China which was actually introduced to China by the ROCKEFELLER FAMILY.

What gives a group of human beings the right to murder the child of another human being?

WHAT? YOU FUCKING TELL ME? And yet you are complaining about MY anger and hate toward those who believe they are fucking gods and would slit your throat in a microsecond if it suited them? You get bitchy at ME for despising these bastards? You suggest this blog is full of hate? NO I think you have your priorities TOTALLY fucked up myself! Sorry for despising those who I know are doing you and everyone else immense harm! You fucking idiot!

They took her baby, after injecting her to murder it because THEY didn’t want her to have it, and they threw it in a bin while a guy in America casually suggests he’d go further than that!

I DARE this little bastard to have to sit in a room in such a hospital in China and watch as dead foetus after dead foetus are thrown in bins encircling him and as the mothers and fathers scream and cry their eyes out for their babies being murdered. Let’s see how this guy would then act!

To be a social engineer you HAVE to be a sociopath because you are taking it upon yourself to be, in essence, “God”.



Meandered in this one? Not a bit. It is all part of the same issue. Humans dictating to other humans. And remember this, while they have their police and their other state actors to do their bidding (whether in “healthcare” or local government) you are basically talking about a few hundred people dictating their wishes upon tens of millions (just in this country. In the US it’s a few hundred dictating to hundreds of millions. Their social engineering being propaganised via TV and other media. And we swallow it. “It’s the law”. Yes and the “law” applies to LEGAL PERSONS. If it were enough to be human being to qualify as a person, there would ONLY be one question to answer (and no need for these forms): Form Form 2   But no, we ALL fill them in because we’re told we must and everyone complies. “Are you a human being?” “Yes” “What TYPE of human being are you?” Answer me this: What the hell difference should it make? Anyone who wishes to say there is a valid reason for such, you are part of the problem.

Meanwhile, this guy can be a little “off” at times (no disrespect there bud. I’m sure you will have the same view of me at times) but, in this case, he’s got it right (although the “acappella” could be deleted in my opinion) .

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  1. Julian Lowe said, on April 23, 2014 at 9:22 pm

    What a fucking cunt. Him on the first vid on about depopulation. Why dont the cint go kill himself. Earth sometimes you put stuff up and ta get my blood boiling. And the fucking crowf laugh. I dont wish death on anyone mate. But I hope this propaganda fucker goes soon.

    • earthlinggb said, on April 23, 2014 at 9:33 pm

      Yeah and that’s it purpose mate. You know that. It’s to make blood boil. I wanna see people PISSED about what’s getting done to them.
      Yet some people shoot the messenger. Oh well…. 😉

      • Sarah L said, on April 23, 2014 at 11:26 pm

        Glad you said what was on the video about the Chinese couple E, just couldn’t watch it all. What a sick world we live in when this is tolerated, and all the child abuse, child trafficking, children traumatised, killed and maimed by war, children having no access to food, water and shelter. All tolerated by the many, why????? If you cannot stand up for children, then you stand for nothing.

        Our ancestors were made of sterner stuff and would rise up and fight for less, how thin their blood must be in most of our veins as we are absolutely pathetic letting this murderous government, with help from the “opposition” and our treasonous monarch, get away with outright murder. Makes me sick when I see all the work you put in to educating people, and for what? How bloody enlightened do we have to be, to get up of our arses and get organised??

        • Crystali said, on April 24, 2014 at 9:46 am

          If we could get organised it would have already happened by now, ufortunately we have to fight the battle individually and have the courage to do so. I think I am now at the stage where I don’t care what happens to me, I am almost ready to no longer pay the government council tax, the grounds on why are too many and too numerous to emphasise as you well know, but I am exceptionally close to it, and I will mail who wants to deal with it the birth certificate and they can do the fuck what they want with it. It can’t talk or pay, they can chuck it in jail, I will not represent it or claim ownership of it and take the fall for it. I know I will loose my home and be homeless and… Blah blah blah, I’m willing to make the sacrifice, no one else ever will.

          • earthlinggb said, on April 24, 2014 at 10:12 am

            Don’t do it Crystali.

          • Gazz said, on April 24, 2014 at 11:47 am

            Don’t let it eat You up Crystali. It is about self sacrifice and it is a heavy burden, but destroying Yourself over it serves little purpose. Cool off a bit and step back and think tactically. Stay with it now, keep spreading the knowledge shared here, earthlinggb presents the tools for Good argument, use it carefully. Don’t think You suffer alone in all of this.

            • Crystali said, on April 24, 2014 at 2:37 pm

              But that is it Gazz, I am cool, I’m very relaxed about really.
              It’s so ironic, we all talk of doing something about ‘stuff’, stuff is too big and we don’t really know where to start, but the moment you find a point to start at it seems irrational and people advise you against it and that is why we cant do anything. To tackle the monster means doing what seems to be irrational no matter where you’d start from because it means interrupting and totally altering the life that you are already familiar with and comfortable with.
              Give me a good reason why not?
              My life is so dull I cant stand it anymore, the highlight of my week is to go swimming, my finances are going to slowly decline till I’m at that point anyway because it’s beyond my control, I can go get another job and work 20 hours a day to support this, but I don’t care about money so I have no motivation especially as I know I am doing it not for me but for the government and utility businesses, I don’t even drive Gazz, I was always too poor to learn and have to endure London transport loll, you’ll never know lol.
              Maybe it would just be leading by example, but I know no one would follow, if it were a catalyst youd never stop me, don’t you ever just want to throw the towel in?, not on your life, but on the chains that help to stifle its path to happiness…

              I guess you’re right though, just have to carry on until the hammer comes down.

              • Gazz said, on April 24, 2014 at 10:16 pm

                Slowly slowly catchy monkey . . . They can break Your body and they will. Don’t ever let them break Your spirit Crystali. Just stay safe .He that fight and run away . . Live to fight another day.

          • spartacus said, on April 24, 2014 at 5:03 pm

            Crystali, I worry when you talk like this, i know you cant help it when we feel so low and defeated by everything most would feel the same way.
            It’s very dangerous on the streets Crystali, especially for a woman. It’s f**k**g horrible. Please do everything you can to avoid being thrown onto the streets, it’s a violent jungle populated by all types of very nasty people, and some of the scum that wander these streets are not homeless, but roam the areas in their cars looking for targets, for numerous reasons.
            I myself am 6’4” tall and around 18 stone, and afraid of nowt. I can protect myself, but even i would be extremely cautious in that sort of situation.
            And your sacrifice will never be noticed, because no-one gives a damn. We do on here, but as for the general public, they could’nt care less if they tried. Think about it please.

            • Crystali said, on April 24, 2014 at 7:12 pm

              Don’t worry Spartacus, it’s really not worth worrying about, but if I’m ever in trouble I’m going to stand behind you lol.

              • spartacus said, on April 24, 2014 at 8:18 pm

                Crystali, one of my oldest mates is even taller than me, I hide behind him. He is one of the old school doormen as well. Honestly his face looks genuinely frightening. When he looks in the mirror every morning, even he screams.

      • spartacus said, on April 24, 2014 at 4:24 pm

        No-one is shooting you earthling. Peoples moods go up and down naturally, even people who dont see all this s**t like us.
        My mood has changed today for the worse, why? Because a big bunch of letters all from debt collecting agencies come through my letter box.
        A few were not even caused by us. We used to be on housing benefits quite a few years ago, we filled in the correct forms again and again, but the F**k**g council said they had either lost them or had never received them.
        The same thing happened to thousands of other people, the scandal even made the tv news at the time.
        Everyone was told they did’nt have a legal leg to stand on, and had to pay the money “owed” or be evicted.
        In our case it left us owing about £5,000. All because those corrupt useless B**T**DS messed up.
        The D.V.L.A. are still on our backs, about a car that we sold for a measly £150 two years ago.
        Despite us filling in and sending off the correct documentation, being assured on the phone that there is no need to worry it’s just a glitch in the system.
        We keep getting fines for no tax, parking fines etc. Now comes another b**t*rd letter from a debt company demanding £80 again.
        Oh i forgot the water board who we somehow now magically owe £1,495. lol
        I can understand why some people cant find the time to worry about babies being murdered in China, and all the rest of it.
        They have got our balls in a vice mate.
        Sorry about the rant everyone.

  2. D. Hounsome said, on April 23, 2014 at 9:51 pm

    Absolutely correct, but what a state of affairs we have been blindly lead into….”Lead into” being the all encompassing definition.

  3. Sarah L said, on April 23, 2014 at 10:04 pm

    Those ethnicity forms were meant to be ignored as are census forms, as we should all know by now, but no, people will comply til the cows come home, all because of those little threats that are usually prominent, “you could face a fine and a CRIMINAL RECORD”. Oh no not a CRIMINAL RECORD, what would the neighbours say!! I get so angry with people and their compliance, because they are putting the rest of us at risk. Especially the likes of Icke who was telling people not to comply but no doubt complied himself or hid behind his door when they came a knocking!! He wasn’t prosecuted. The census was a brilliant opportunity for people of this damn country to do a mass non compliance, in the end it was left to a few to more or less go it alone and that pissed me off big style. It would have been so easy to bring their judicial system down but only with a greater number of people willing to make that stand.

    A friend of mine, a practicing Christian, was taken to court over non compliance of the last census. I watched him being questioned on his beliefs with question after question, only for the magistrate to say that they had no doubt that his beliefs were highly held, but they had no option but to find him guilty as the law is the law. It went to appeal at the Crown Court, and again he was bombarded with questions on his beliefs, only for the guilty verdict to stand, as he couldn’t prove the manifestation of his beliefs. This guy reads his Bible every day, he prays every day, he goes to church at least twice a week, he refused to comply with the census, because his conscience would not allow him to collude with arms dealer Lockheed Martin and physically protested against them because of his beliefs, and he posted his feelings on Facebook.If all that is not a manifestation of his beliefs then what is? It was obvious to all of us who observed his various court appearances how this was being played out.

    There were over 400 taken to court over the census, 6 had our cases dropped, the rest found guilty and fined.
    I personally know that 4 of the 6 were Quakers and some had Quaker barristers. See ( Act of Toleration 1689)
    as I am sure that came in to play and also the fact that at one court appearance of a Quaker, I saw that their fellow quaker supporters went into court with them and stood beside them as in defiance.

    My own “trial”, the following will give you an inkling as to what you are up against As you can see, I asked the CPS for the ethnicity of all census refusers as I only knew of one Muslim who was prosecuted. Now considering that the ONS stated that Muslims are a known sizeable group of refusers, and who can blame them for not wanting to give all their personal details to Lockheed Martin, there was only one that I know of that was prosecuted. I am still waiting for the CPS to get back to me, such are the games that get played.

    Bottom line is, that people had better get it into their heads to find ways of non compliance soon or else we may as well just lay down and die, because tptb will just hit us even harder than they are doing now, and for those who do stand up against them, well they will just be made examples of, as has happened throughout history. Shame on anyone who does nothing but comply because you are putting so many others at risk and I’ll be damned if I’m going to let you.

    • spartacus said, on April 24, 2014 at 4:40 pm

      I never complied with the census Sarah. Never do. i ignore all threats luckilly they did’nt come after me. I ignore their voting nonsense as well. I ignore the TV Licence muppets as well. Infact i am looking for more and more ways to say Bol**ks to them all. Have you got a list?

      • Crystali said, on April 24, 2014 at 6:55 pm

        LOL, that’s quite admirable in my book, like men who are not afraid to admit they cry. It’s hard not being afraid to comply because you know what you will be dragged through to be squeezed.

        I had the TV licencing division workman knock on my door last September, could have been August, just two days after laying into it on the Yahoo boards, what a coincidence lol. I let him in and he looked all smug assuming he’d caught me out.
        What I do have as a kind of replacement so that the play station, Xbox and dvd player can be utilised is a computer monitor with a video console attached which converts the RGB signal into pal/ntsc etc., and a couple of speakers. He took one look and grinned from ear to ear and gave me a small lecture, and told me I need a licence and proceeded to take my name etc., I looked on his list of what a licence is required for and it included hand held devices and mobile phone, I burst out laughing which shocked him, he was not impressed. I told him he did not need to know my name as the TV is not me and I haven’t named it. He yapped on, I let him to waste his time, I then asked him why I need a licence, he said because I have equipment that ‘can’ be used to watch ‘TV’.
        I asked him whether you need a licence to watch TV or to watch the BBC, he did not answer.
        This is where my enjoyment was where I watched him cross me off his list and told me I will not be harassed (he didn’t use those words) for 4 years and sculk off with his tail between legs because none of my equipment is capable of receiving a ‘live broadcast’ signal and was happy to prove it. Although you can through computer of course. Could have given him plenty of reasons why I don’t want one and why they don’t deserve paying, but it would have gone over his unconcerned head, pointless, it was fun watching his face change though.
        I also discovered a couple of years back that they have no detector van, it’s a fake lol, but, what they do have is a hand held device that they hold against your TV aerial cable to detect whether a signal is being pulled through it, nearly caught them red handed.
        Keep ignoring them, wait till they knock, refuse entry, let them get a warrant, in the meantime hide it, your off the hook for a few years. 🙂

        • spartacus said, on April 24, 2014 at 8:04 pm

          It is hard to overcome the fear,but it can definitely be done. Think of it like this, the more fear you overcome, the more fearless you will become.____Spartacus 2014 AD. Thursday. 9pm lol.

  4. Gazz said, on April 23, 2014 at 10:23 pm

  5. Uffda said, on April 24, 2014 at 10:26 am

    Earthling.. Than go here and study evil at it`s roots: 😉
    «Of all secret knowledge in possession of the most senior of Vatican officials and senior Jesuits it is the truth and accuracy of the prophecies and final prophecy of Moloch, the demon god – hidden in plain sight as St Molochy.
    Moloch, the supremely evil of all demon gods—the god of ultimate painful sacrifice – gave a clear and unmistakable last command to his faithful army on earth.

    The last sacrifice demanded by Moloch is for his followers to sacrifice themselves – that is the key riddle of the prophecies of St Malachy (Moloch) – the Vatican and Jesuits Satanists are demanded by their own gods at this time to sacrifice themselves, not us.

    The supremely evil last prophecy and command of Moloch is set to his timeline. One last Pope. Without a legitimate Pope holding the anointed authority of Moloch, the satanic system of power breaks down. It is why for the past one hundred years the Vatican-Jesuit Satanists have sacrificed so many people.

    They are desperate to repeal this prophecy- to offer one last great sacrifice – World War III – in the hope of redemption for the Holy Mother Church of all Evil- the Roman Catholic Church. »

  6. cheryl Monti said, on April 24, 2014 at 10:40 am

    When you start looking into these things it gets worse and worse. It’s been going on for ever, the authorities do everything they can to stop us from loving one another. Babies are traumatized from birth, given an injection, tubes down the throat and nose to clear mucus and the rest, They don’t even give you a choice. They then use fear tactics to get you to do what they say. The latest is cot death, they are drumming it into new mothers, leave the hands and feet cold, only use one blanket and the rest or the baby may die of cot death. It’s impossible to rationalize with a distraught new mother whose very soul has been terrorized, they use fear tactics at the deepest level. They even have mental health tests now, when the baby is a couple of months old to see if you are a good mother or not. Putting more stress onto new mothers. There is much more but the bottom line is that they are stopping the natural instincts from kicking in and they are gaining control.Nurses can not touch without gloves, the list goes on and on and the bottom line is that they are taking away the natural instinct to comfort the sick. Everybody is being brutalized at the deepest level and it;s showing in society, it’s proper love and compassion and the rest, that we need to be fighting for. I’m begining to not believe that there are too many people, I think that’s a ploy to get the right mind set for the mass killing they have in mind. The world is quite big and yet they push everyone together to make it look like there are too many people. Everything we are being told is lies and the lies are affecting everybody and how can the world be a better place if everybody has forgotten how to love right. Divorce, gay parents, and the rest weaken the family and make us insecure and then we are easy to get at by the powers that be. Where did the chinese lady have to run too so that she could keep her child, nowhere, and that’s so sad and she will have those scars forever. I was standing at the traffic lights the other day and the road was clear and there was me and another woman, waiting for the green man to flash, I just said out loud, what am I doing standing here and crossed the road and I heard the other woman say, yes, what am I doing and she crossed the road with me. We both crossed the road before the green man told us too because we thought for ourselves. And that’s the bottom line, too many people are thinking what they have been told to think and doing what they are told. Maybe the green man wasn’t the best example but hope you get the jist of it.

    • Crystali said, on April 24, 2014 at 1:42 pm

      I understand every word in this Cheryl and you are so, so right. The green man is very true, I never wait for it, I also always notice that even at a multi junction whatever you call it, where the lights are timed and no pressing of the button to cross will alter that timing yet people still press the button, they have not thought about that and go with what is expected or prompted because they have not realised the reality, that’s just an example if a silly one. I don’t think these people are stupid or sheep, I do feel for them and it’s up to us to try to help them, it’s like everyone is on auto pilot and the switch needs to be flicked!

      • cheryl Monti said, on April 26, 2014 at 1:45 pm

        Yes, your right Crystali, it’s like everyone is on auto pilot and we need to find the right words to flick on the switch. But I’m very tired today, haven’t been sleeping very well at all, keep getting bad memories coming through, the father of my Sons is playing mind games again and I just wish that he would emigrate. Oh well, just have to ride this wave too. He left me and the kids years ago cos he wanted to get rich and have fun and he did. that was his choice and I just got on with life. The latest is he’s reached 60 and now he want’s to be part of the family, but he has another wife but no kids. He’s pushing and pushing and there is no getting rid of him, he say’s he needs the two of us, just being honest I suppose but I told him to Piss off. And that’s when the trouble started. It’s begining to get to me now and I really must find a way to get free. Why can’t he just live his own life and leave me alone?

        • cheryl Monti said, on April 26, 2014 at 3:47 pm

          I’ve known this man since i was 13years old, marrried him when I was 17yrs. He thought that the grass was greener on the other side and now he knows that it’s not. He’s full of remorse and cries and I feel so for him and tell him that I forgive him and now he thinks I’m his best mate. Behave, that’s ridiculous.

          • Crystali said, on April 27, 2014 at 2:38 pm

            Tell him that you forgive him, hold no grudge but are not interested in anything more than you have. But if all he wants is friendship then maybe you can persuade him that, that is OK so long as he keeps his distance and does not invade your space, easier said than done I suppose.

            Just say to him he is a was, not an is, now bugger off and mean it, at least you can’t say your life is boring, but boring is better than harassed, I think, unless it is dangerous in which case what I said above.

            Hope it turns out OK, but if you get troubles I am sure there is someone who will be willing to help you out.

        • Crystali said, on April 27, 2014 at 2:33 pm

          Sorry to hear you have problems Cheryl. Do you have young sons? If they are grown then surely he need not play any role in your life as such other than to be a passing face between you and your sons.
          If he got rich and has a wife then why does he want to be a part of your family in any other way than he already is, Father to your sons, he does not need to have a part in your life other than if it were completely amicable and purely for friendship, which is unlikely and lets be honest is rare, but you need to understand his purpose I guess. If he still loves you then friendship is surely better than resentment and disenchanted memories making ones behaviour arsehole like?!
          Telling him to piss off is the best option if you don’t want him around, I would have done that myself if the circumstances were as I assume. Be firm and let him know you are not interested, he’s water under the bridge, it’s stagnant and out of sight and should stay there, end of. But since you have sons together you need to remain amicable for their sake, that is personal sacrifice if you like, there needs to be an equilibrium so that our personal feelings do not hurt those that matter.

          Question him, find out what his motive is and knowing him as you have known him should give you an idea of whether to trust his motive.
          But when all is said and done, if you don’t want him hanging around or having any greater involvement in your life then tell him and stand your ground. How can he cause trouble? not threatening you I hope, put your friends and neighbours on alert and get the Police involved if necessary, you know that.

          You could always get Spartacus and his friend to scare him away, if that fails I’ll do it. lol

          • cheryl Monti said, on April 27, 2014 at 3:59 pm

            Rrrr, thanks Crystali, there is no fear of physical attack right now and my 2 Sons are in their early 30’s and he knows they would floor him and I live in a close, been here now for 35years and I’m well rooted, Neighbours would also come to my aid if needed. I have a hedge of protection around me. Thanks Crystali, telling you this has eased my fear as the brain gets overloaded sometimes and forgets things. It’s the mind games, I’m easing him out but he won’t let go. I thought he was a vampire narcisist once but thinking like that got too complicated. So I call him eccentric. I stayed friendly for the kids sake as you know about too, Crystali, there are depths to you, yet undiscovered, but they are there. I’m sorry if I got you overly concerned Crystali and you did so touch my heart with your response and for that I thank you. I;m not sure how to handle this right now but I’ve passed through a storm and I’m still standing. Thanks for your words Crystali, they are like an enormous hug filled with love and concern and they have so touched my heart that i just know that good things are coming your way, catch them with your smile. Thanks for being there Crystali x your words just stopped me from drowning,. amazing, knew you had an angel in you Crystali.

            • Crystali said, on April 27, 2014 at 4:35 pm

              I suppose there is a facet of each of us than can be considered eccentric.

              Good things… I wear the cloak of invisibility. lol

            • Crystali said, on April 27, 2014 at 5:13 pm

              I have no interest in Mormonism or Jeffrey Holland whoever he is, this is purely for the song and I thought of you Cheryl, it is for you… Or anyone who enjoys it!

              • cheryl Monti said, on April 27, 2014 at 5:25 pm

                Rrrrrrrrrrr Crystali, I have no words through the tears apart from I’ll sleep tonight and good things can see through anything.

    • spartacus said, on April 24, 2014 at 5:38 pm

      Cheryl, it does all seem to be control control control all the time. I had a theory years back about all these traffic lights that they started putting up everywhere in our town.
      I was’nt sure then about any agenda behind it, all i kept saying was, these bloody lights are totally uneccessary.
      Well one day on quite a few junctions, the system went down, and the lights stopped working.
      So in their place they just put up some old oil drums for the drivers to go around. Do you know what? They accidently solved the problem. What happened was that drivers were paying more attention because they had to give way to each other, we all just went around each other, no delays, the traffic just ran smoothly with no-one sitting waiting for the damn lights to change.
      That all ended after a short while though, when they fixed the damn things.
      I regularly sing Bring back the barrels, Bring back the barrels today. To the tune of that song Roll out the barrel, when i’m stuck at the lights.

      • cheryl Monti said, on April 26, 2014 at 11:33 am

        Gosh Spartacus, that song takes me back, I even remember the tune, haha. Just goes to show that we can get along without all the stupid rules. I’ve always thought that forcing people to do things is the wrong way to go about it. There are many nice people but it’s getting harder and harder as the rules are determined to seperate us and have us at one anothers throats. I haven’t got the energy these days for too much fighting, I have a damaged right lung and it affects my whole life but I’m getting used to going slower and I;m just accepting that people are people and all go through tough times. It’s a mean world we live in and I help whom i can and I just love it when I can make someone smile or ease their burden. And thinking about it, many have helped me and still do, it’s the things that touch the heart, well, they just make life worth living. All this stuff does put me in a bad mood sometimes and depression is always lurking around but I just ride the waves now and do what I can. I have no answers yet, but the panic attacks are subsiding and the sun is out today and being able to comment on stuff and chat to like minded people is a gift from heaven. Keep going, never give up and help whom you can along the way. I’ve been singing roll out the barrel this morning, haha.

  7. spartacus said, on April 24, 2014 at 9:47 pm

    I can’t stop laughing at that photo of Peter Tatchell with a black eye. Just goes to show, if they get the timing wrong, they can get poked in the eye. Perhaps they will leave the light on next time as well.

  8. Ubi said, on April 25, 2014 at 12:54 pm

    I read this blog most days – if I can. It’s a tough read, but often the truth is.
    It is hard to hear Earthling screaming at the world and I feel his deep frustration and that of those who comment here.
    But you are not alone, don’t forget that. Not everyone who feels the same writes a blog, or comments on a blog – we are looking at other solutions and one day the momentum to change all this crap will break the dam.
    Keep it up fellow humans – but don’t let it grind you down.
    Thank you!

  9. Gazz said, on April 26, 2014 at 9:11 am

    I don’t support his interpretations of scripture but, that aside, Muad’Dib makes some interesting points. Have a read through his work and see if anything can be gained. Impartiality being a word to be observed in regard to this.

  10. Gazz said, on April 26, 2014 at 9:13 am

    That is in regard to Sarah L and her ‘fight for justice’ . . . :/

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